Rage...

Himmelstossen · Post by **Himmelstossen** » Sun Jul 11, 2004 7:46 am

Was really pissed off today... someone made me come all the fuckin way out get ready and shit and this guys is known for last minute cancellations and great the dude fucking rings up says he went to insomnia last night and now he's sick and wants to cancel... Well FAKIN LAAAA DIII DAAAAAA....

Mother Fucker!!!!!

That shit pisses me off.. that person never did shit for me fuck em!!!

Sorry Im rantin and ravin in a place I know I can take out my anger..

so yer a little pissed off today for a fgt using up my time..

Pestilence · Post by **Pestilence** » Mon Jul 12, 2004 1:19 pm

i sometime haves a tendency to cancel plans at the last minute, its kinda understandable, but it isnt a cool thing to do to people...it realy sucks when you're looking forward to a night out with the boys and/or girls and someone cancels...usually that one person ruins the night for everyone else....

Himmelstossen · Post by **Himmelstossen** » Mon Jul 12, 2004 1:27 pm

Well this guy does it so often.. Im over it now, I over reacted but I've been feeling pissed off already before it happened.. probably cause I havn't gotten much sleep and I keep listening to angry music ;0 Its all good though...

understandably the dude has gone through a hard time but he never made an effort to come and see me before I moved down to Albury.. nor to talk to me before I was supposed to be heading out to Iraq.. which got cancelled in the last night due to to many raids on the north road so a certain someone couldnt pick me up at the border.

Anyway it says alot and theres alot more tied to it... I really have to stop giving a shit about some people and move on. The guy was really happy to see me but he never makes an effort to get off his ass and call or do shit with his older friends.

So all I have to say is fuck that ...

Axe · Post by **Axe** » Tue Jul 13, 2004 4:51 am

Yeah people standing me up like that sure is an annoyance, however my time seems to be worthless these days so I wouldn't care too much.

There was a time in my life when I would get easily angered at just about anything. These days when that happens, I just kind of step back and take a look at the bigger picture, and whatever it was I was angry about suddenly seems stupid.

One of the negative effects I often notice with people is their anger takes over them and it rubs off on other people. When I was a yound lad my parents would sometimes have a bad day, or be mad at one of my siblings, and then soon they're yelling at me and overreacting just because of that outside influence.

Unfortunate things will inevitably happen. It's not easy to deal with things without getting angered, but if you practice keeping your cool you will eventually become a better person because of it. :)

Himmelstossen · Post by **Himmelstossen** » Tue Jul 13, 2004 11:39 am

Indeed. im so over it now... and I feel better.. specially since I've been to the gym a few times the last 2 weeks with a friend and we did a fair ammount of boxing.. so yer good for venting.

There was just to much history tied to the person responsible, I wouldn't have cared if they could have fukin NOTIFIED me earlier.. they should have known better than to get drunk the day before I was supposed to come over too..

However all that aside I just don't give a shit anymore.. in life theres road rage and theres road apathy. Road rage is where u get pissed off at every little mistake people make and road apathy is where you just think "u can do whatever the fuck you want, I don't give a shit... wanna cut me off? Go ahead be my guest.. "

so yer.. Im over it I've changed the date of departure to Friday so im gonna spend another day with some other friends and then chill with some more friends when I travel back down to Albury.